DEAR NO ONE: This is your love song

I like being independent
  Not so much of an investment
  No one to tell me what to do
  I like being by myself
  Don’t gotta entertain anybody else
  No one to answer to

I don’t really like big crowds
  I tend to shut people out
  I like my space, yeah
  But I’d love to have a soul mate
  God will give him to me someday
  & I know it’ll be worth the wait

But sometimes, I just want somebody to hold
  Someone to give me their jacket when its cold
  Got that young love even when we’re old
  Yeah sometimes, I want someone to grab my hand
  Pick me up, pull me close, be my man
  I will love you till the end

So if you’re out there I swear to be good to you
  But I’m done lookin’, for my future someone
  Cause when the time is right
  You’ll be here, but for now
  Dear no one, this is your love song

❤

Live Without You Is Not Worth (by Bidam)

Edited by: Thisknee

Life without you
Is not life but a merely survival
I am living a lie saying that I am happy but it’s not like that
It is to lie and act like I am happy but I am not

I wake up and realized everything was a dream
I am loving you like a mad man but I am silent
I am missing you and feel like I want to die

It’s not longer hard to be a coward and cry
because I lost the hope that you’ll come back to me
And the confidence to see you smile again
Your eyes, your face, it all made me happy
I am so afraid, I made many mistakes

Come back, I need you
Come back, I am pleading
Come back, I am dying without you
Come back, I can’t go on

Don’t you know that you are my strength?
And when I don’t have you, I become a prisoner of life
Where are you love?
Why are you hiding?
I lose my senses and my soul is gone
I need to see you again

And if I don’t have you I am prisoner of life
Baby come close to me and I want to feel your warmth
I wan to kiss you and hug you, over and over again

My soul is dying and the days are getting darker
My memories of happiness are almost gone
And they come to my mind like poetry
Ripping my heart in pieces like a sad melody

Like a mad man who’s so disparate
I don’t know what to do, I m so afraid
I know I need to fix my errors
But baby, I love you! Come back to me.

Life without you is not life but only survival
It is to live a lie and take that I am happy
When you know it is not like that.

[This one is dedicated to Deokman. A Spanish song entitled ‘Mi Vida Sin Ti’ that is translated to english.]

Songs for Bidam & Deokman

SAD STORY
by: Lee Yo Won as Deokman

I see the hidden tears in your eyes
Eventhough you say nothing’s wrong,
I know It was very hard for you

Someone like who I am
Thank you very much for loving me
Crying and dreading by yourself
I’m regret like a fool

Are you listening to this song?
Can you hear my feelings?
Like leaving to a path you can’t turn back
The distance is far away
I love you, I will love you forever
I will remember you forever
Until we meet again in the next realm
So I won’t forget you

Someone like who I am
Thank you very much for loving me
Already our love is not meant to be
It passes, don’t make an effort

• Lee Yo-won said, “I’m nervous and excited to be revealing my first song. It’s fortunate that the story of Deokman and Bidam is a sad one, which allowed me to sing with plenty of emotion.”

CAN’T I LOVE YOU?
by: Kim Nam Gil as Bidam

Even it is so painful, I can’t feel it
Even I’m waiting for you and you wouldn’t come
Even I think of you with shaking so badly, I can’t feel it

Since the day I put your heart in my mind
I can’t put my heart else where
Even if it hurts and breaks my heart apart, I won’t close my heart

I am who was living in a lonely world
You’re the only one who can make me smile

Can’t I love you? Can you come to me?
Just for once, can you hug me in you arms?
You’re the only one I love
Can’t you accept my heart?

The reason why I’m still breathing in this terrible loneliness
It’s all because of you

Can’t I love you? Can you come to me?
Once again, can you hug me in your arms?
You’re the only one I love
For the first time and last time

Even you’re alive, you can’t be held in my arms
Even you throw my heart away from your mind

Can’t I love you? Even if I’m just behind your back
Distantly, I just can look at you from afar
Even if I just can protect your shadow
Even like this, it’s alright. Even only I love you, it’s okay

WIND FLOWER

If like this
I turned my back on
I disappeared
I wouldn’t come into bloom

If like this
I gave a gasp while seeing you
It might be good to live with closing my eyes

Even I don’t see you, I’m saw you
Even I don’t hear you, I’m heard you
Like a wind flower which revived by your breathing

I wish to reach you, but I can’t
I wish to hug you, but I can’t
Your fingertips reach my heart

Will you know, after long long night?
The love smiling in tears

I wish to catch you, but I can’t
I wish to reach you, but I can’t
Like a wind flower which revived in your heart

Even I don’t see you, I’m saw you
Even I don’t hear you, I’m heard you
Getting scattered in the wind
Getting scattered into your heart